Johnny, Please note that rehearsing how you were ...

done wrong a decade ago does precious little to improve today.

- Johnny -

Remember that August of 2013

is light tears better than August 2003 . Remind yourself of that over and over again.

Be Generous to youself tomorrow, Johnny.

 I think the way that you tend to treat yourself makes you being with you a most unappealing and uninviting idea.

You will soon

be away again- not yet but in 3 and a fraction weeks.

Being in Love

makes me so much better of a person.

I led with enthusiam

tonight--- I am proud of myself for that.

Help me -

Let me see what will ignite my soul and motivate me.