Ease, glamor, wealth, fame and a magical Life is what I crave!

 Struggle, recovery, discipline, patience and discipline- accepting and overcoming hardship and blight is what my life seems to be centered upon.

 The first is what I whine about not having, but that is pure fantasy! The others seems to be naught but drudgery and unpleasantness. Yet, The other seems to be where God would have me and where He meets me and works in me and through me.

 I don't like to type this- but the second is where I must be and what I need to be far more willing to accept and be thankful for than I am now!

- Johnny-